It's been 4 months! Can you believe it?!?! So many amazing things have been happening since I last left a message. One thing is I am going to try much harder to post at least once a week. And by that, I mean keeping it real, and up to date with my current status and trying to make it as relateable as possible. Um, lemme just start off by saying Spotify has entered my life. Wonderful SPOTIFY!!!! I just sang that in the tune of several different tunes of FREE MUSIC! I have been on that bad boy non stop. Sharing music and listening to friends playlist! Wonderful. I will not catch you up on that after 4 months of not talking about anything. In the month of July the biggest thing that happened was my birthday and spending it with some friends playing laser tag. In the month of August I was finishing up doing some freelance work with a magazine called Relevant. http://www.relevantmagazine.com/ Then in September it was a big time of growth and learning. A lot of distancing and separation...
30 days is just a small start. 30 days to change my ways of thinking. 30 days to change my activeness/inactiveness. 30 days to explore my own backyard. 30 days to read more. 30 days to cook more. 30 days of eating better. 30 days of straight up commitment. 30 days of re-educating myself. 30 days of reinventing the new me. How can one do that in 30 days you ask? One can't, but it's a nice start to something that seems a little daunting at times when turned into a year's worth of resolutions. For starters, my sleeping habits in the last 3 weeks has looked like this: Week 1 {This means 7 days straight I was stuck like this.} 1. wake up at 2pm or 3pm because I couldn't get to sleep until 5am, 6am, or 7am some days. 2. be less than productive by sitting on the couch all day wishing I could just force myself out of the weird depressive state I'm in 3. pin on pinterest/youtube for hours while watching tv. 4. make fo...
What I was thinking........ If there was a way to meet my future self, sit down at a coffee shop {not drinking coffee, but smelling how good it smells} and drinking tea, I would ask future self many obtrusive questions. This is how I imagine it would look like and sound like; {Future self sitting in the front by the window because she no longer dislikes being huddled in the back of places like a hermit, listening to music while reading a book, likely the Bible and taking notes. FS looking somewhat fashionable but not too obsessed in appearance} I must say, I look quite becoming in my older age. I'd say about 10 years from now, she seems to be comfortable in her own shoes and someone I could see myself hanging out with. A slight glimmer is on her left hand, nothing too big, and nothing too fancy (FS must've really gotten a gem of a guy, she followed through in keeping her sensibilty with the wedding ring). I pat myself on the back. Finally sitting down with future self, ...
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