It's been 4 months! Can you believe it?!?! So many amazing things have been happening since I last left a message. One thing is I am going to try much harder to post at least once a week. And by that, I mean keeping it real, and up to date with my current status and trying to make it as relateable as possible. Um, lemme just start off by saying Spotify has entered my life. Wonderful SPOTIFY!!!! I just sang that in the tune of several different tunes of FREE MUSIC! I have been on that bad boy non stop. Sharing music and listening to friends playlist! Wonderful. I will not catch you up on that after 4 months of not talking about anything. In the month of July the biggest thing that happened was my birthday and spending it with some friends playing laser tag. In the month of August I was finishing up doing some freelance work with a magazine called Relevant. http://www.relevantmagazine.com/ Then in September it was a big time of growth and learning. A lot of distancing and separation...
I will say that waiting isn't all bad. I've managed to learn who it is God is wanting me to be as a woman with character and a heart for other people. The waiting gets harder when everyone around you is getting called out of line to check out and meet their "one and only". It happens to everyone but sometimes we get the notion its only happening to us and we will not survive in a world of love without someone for us to love. Announcement: WE WILL SURVIVE. Gloria Gaynor didn't sing those words for nothing! Its inevitable that we as humans can get through a lot of things with a strong can do attitude. He may not be fun at all to get to the point of finding your strength, but man is it o so rewarding when we realized we got through that heaping mess of tears and woe is me lines whined to our friends. I'm guilty of it. Probably in every stage of my life, I wanted to be there for someone in a non platonic way that required me giving of my self in an unselfish manne...
30 days is just a small start. 30 days to change my ways of thinking. 30 days to change my activeness/inactiveness. 30 days to explore my own backyard. 30 days to read more. 30 days to cook more. 30 days of eating better. 30 days of straight up commitment. 30 days of re-educating myself. 30 days of reinventing the new me. How can one do that in 30 days you ask? One can't, but it's a nice start to something that seems a little daunting at times when turned into a year's worth of resolutions. For starters, my sleeping habits in the last 3 weeks has looked like this: Week 1 {This means 7 days straight I was stuck like this.} 1. wake up at 2pm or 3pm because I couldn't get to sleep until 5am, 6am, or 7am some days. 2. be less than productive by sitting on the couch all day wishing I could just force myself out of the weird depressive state I'm in 3. pin on pinterest/youtube for hours while watching tv. 4. make fo...
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